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I have writer's block. I've been thinking a lot and there just isn't enough room left in there. Writing is supposed to be like taking things out of your head, not putting them in, but for some reason I just had to stop. I was wondering about something, though; you know how when you look out a dark window with the lights on, you can't really see anything? But then when you turn the lights off, you can see things much more clearly. Most people would first assume th Drafts: Reality is Subjective.
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Journal Entry: Fri Dec 25, 2009, 6:29 AM

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_{I've really been feeling like Charlie Brown this year. xD; Urf. What can I say. 2009 was a miserable year. I'm now fourteen years, two weeks, and five days old. Christmas kind of caught me by surprise, and I can't say I've really been feeling the Christmas spirit much if at all. No, not at all, actually.

The good news is, even though I got a BJD for my birthday and Christmas combined, it won't be here for a while so I got some stuff. Amazingly, my mom was able to buy the other books I wanted to supplement it, but skip the Kojiki. Wtf. Now I have to buy it myself before the other ones are really any use to me. Thanks santa. Big help. I did get one game, Persona PSP, and I haven't been able to play it yet because my PSP is charging, but I've been playing P4 in the meantime. And... I got this hoodie that my dad bought me, but I don't think I'll be able to wear it without something over it because it's... um... glittery. Ewwww. But it has headphones built into it, and most of it is solid black, so if I can just cover the front it'd be alright. And I got two pairs of socks, courtesy of mom. Oh, and some earrings that I can actually wear because I picked them. They're the kind that kinda fit around your ear, you know? Errr... I got ones like these: [link] Except they've only got one stripe, as well as a pair of solids in both colors for a total of three pairs. Part of my hair is going to be dyed that blue color, I think, and it matches my glasses, since they're also blue, so it works.

From my family who I hardly know, I got fancy bath soaps, an expensive-looking notebook and some pens, and a fifty dollar American Express card (best gift of the year!). My grandparents gave me the preliminary gift (I'm seeing them again along with the rest of my family that I'm a bit closer to) of some earrings. Except these ones I'm not entirely sure what to do with. They seem to be under the impression I have one in each ear, see, because they gave me pearl earrings (which I actually already have a pair of that I've never worn) and hoop earrings (not big hoops, but it would look a little funny with these ones). I got one pair from them that I might be able to wear. They're either really small hoops or another pair that's supposed to fit around your ear, and they're kinda silver and blackish... I can't explain it quite right. They're alright.

I'm getting more presents from everyone today when I go to the second party. I discovered that I have the same haircut as my dad's cousin Steven, though. Lulz.

I have bad news too. It looks like I'm going to close Nocturne after all. I may wait for a little while, though. But not too much longer. Like a few days. Things aren't working out over there and I'm bored. I'm bored with everything, actually. I feel like I should be pursuing something but I'm not. I don't have a ridiculously high IQ to do nothing, but I do. I was an impressive eleven year old, and impressive twelve year old... but now that I'm fourteen, the gap is closing, and I'm not too impressive anymore. I mean, I'm not improving or learning anything really. Improvements in my writing have come to more or less and absolute halt; for now, it's alright, maybe I've reached my current limit. Maybe I've maxed out. I'm good in school, but it's so boring, it doesn't even challenge me at all anymore. Chemistry can be a little tough, but I'm at the top of the class with that. I solve all the problems first, even if they're hard... I'm also at the top of the class in English... In social studies my teacher is an organizational freak, but my essay writing is good, and I'm simply good at history, so I'm in no danger at all there, I'll go on to AP... I'm not in honors math, but I'm at the top of the class in regents there... Spanish is boring as hell, I couldn't care less, I'm teaching myself other, more important languages...

I mean, it's like all the other kids work so hard to get the grades I do. They study, they turn in homework, they do stuff on time; it's like they actually put in effort and stuff. I don't and I'm still ridiculously good at this. My lowest grade is Spanish, not because it's hard, but because it's boring and I have no will to learn it. I am learning Mandarin Chinese and Japanese, and I even made my own language the other day, with a fully functioning grammar system. Currently lacking vocabulary, though. But my parents are so anal about me doing homework and going to school when I'm sick when I don't need to! If I learn everything that much faster and better than everyone else, fine! Why should I work harder if I don't need to? I've gotten zeroes in homework, yet I've never failed a class. Ever. I rarely score under 85, and in core classes I tend to do over 90. Ugh, I hate school. I've been looking for stuff to do, but nothing catches my interest.

...besides all that, merry Christmas.}

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